....been a while
Today I cleaned the apartment. Yeah, that was the excitement for today.
I feel like "Daysleeper" by REM. I have been out of touch from reality for such a long time. All it seems I do anymore is go to work, go to school, and then sleep the hours in between. This can't be my existence. I had the weekend off from work but I still feel tired. Yesterday I went to the TECH game and played in the alumni band. I don't know why I played...I didn't know anyone there. Most of the people in the band were in their 30s or older. Some even were in their 60s and 70s. I felt out of place. I dragged Hakeber along with so I least knew someone but she was just as uncomfortable. I doubt I will do it again unless more of the people I know did it with me.
I feel like "This Women's Work" by Maxwell. I don't know what days I work this week cause I forgot to get a schedule from work. I am pretty sure I work tomorrow, just not the rest of the week. All I know is that I will be working more hours than I really want to be working. When it gets late at NTB, we sometimes just sit there waiting for a car to come in for service. When I say wait, I mean like over an hour mostly. I want to go part time. I need to go part time.
I feel like "Climb" by Mos Def. I often wonder my place in this world. You know...the all too common questions everyone asks themselves once in their life. "What does it all mean?" "What is my purpose in life?" "Is there more in life for me?" Everyone thinks those thoughts at least once in their life. Often it doesn't happen until middle age, but it seems to have hit me now. Especially with all this crazy shit in the world that has been happening. I actually think Coolio said it best when he said, "I am 23 now, will I live to see 24? The way things are goin', I don't know."
Life is music; go out and find your own rhythm.